Harrys perspektiv
- Thank you! I scream out into the microphone while i watched all of the confetti fall down on the people.
- You guys were really loud! Louis said right after me. Not so long after Louis, Liam opened his mouth and started with his speech. Everyone screamed in here and the audience where massive. One of my favorites concerts so far.
- We love you Miami! Zayn said after Liams speech.
- As I said earlier, I will mention it again. Niall said trouh the microphone and everyone laid their gaze on him. It almost became quite because all of us wanted to hear what he were supposed to say.
- We’re in Miami bitch! He yelled and literately everyone started to scream their throat out.
- Thank you and goodnight! I said before I went backstage. The boys came behind me not that far after I left the stage. Niall came jumping towards us before we bouilded ur little circle. We always do a circle before and after a show, it’s like a thing we must do. I put my right arm on Liam’s shoulder and my left arm on Niall’s. We hugged each other tightly before we let go of each other. Everybody seemed so happy but I got this feeling, a bad one. I don’t know why or what it is about I just got it and it’s so frustrating. Before I even could grab my phone all of the boys have already grabbed theirs and they’re now talking about the girls.
- Look how stunning they all are! Liam said and showed a pic of them. They are all standing in a straight line, dressed up and all fixed. Having their hands on each other’s waits and smiling to the camera. They truly are stunning all of them. When my eyes got stuck on the most beautiful girl in the photo I couldn’t help but smile. That gorgeous girl with the light green dress which matches her beautiful eyes, she’s mine. All mine. Then I remembered that I left a note on the box I send to her, hopping that she have replied with a text message before she went to that party. Which she have and once again this smile appears on my pink lips.
‘’ Hey my lovely curly headed man! I love the dress you have bought to me; I have to say... you do have a good type of clothes. Now I will look super sexy in that dress and I can get all of the other guys attention ;) No, I’m just kidding with you babe, why would I do something stupid like that? I’m yours and I want it to stay in that way. I hope you will have a lot of fun at your own show, wishing you with all luck I have and all my love goes to you! I miss you and can’t wait too kiss your pink, soft lips against mine again. Oh and I haven’t forget our skype date later, see you then! xx ‘’
Oh I almost forgot! My whole body jumped up and I started to move fast against the changing room. All of the boys seemed to have all their attention on me while I heard they were laughing, I could feel how their gazes where burning onto my back. I didn’t have to say anything because Louis already knew what I was about to do. He whispered or he said in a bit lower voice Emma’s name and after that I herd ‘ahaa’ but that really didn’t surprise them.  I swung opened the door and started to take off my clothes as quickly as I could. As sooner I get to the computer the more time I have with Emma on skype.

Nialls perspektiv
A big smile have been on lips whole day long and there is nothing to make it disappear. What a lovely night, the audience was incredible like they always are. It’s pretty impressive. They always surprise us boys; we do have the best fans on the entire earth. I deiced to leave the boys and look out for Harry. He have been al alone now for the past 2,5 hour. Just want to check if he’s all right and how Emma is doing. I opened the door while I laughed because Louis mentioned that I should be careful before I enter ‘Harry may have cam sex with Em’ that’s why I laughed. Louis and his sex jokes. I faced an empty emotional Harry, he stared at his computer screen. I just stood there, watched him. I don’t even think he’s blinking. That’s when my smile and happiness disappears. I looked out of the room and glanced the rest of the boys one more time before I closed the door behind me. The laugher was heard and my smile came back but the once again, Harry is right in front of me and he’s staring into this empty computer screen. I felt how my chest sank and how this room was filled with sadness. My legs finally deiced to move against Harry. I bet down and made me a comfortable place right next to him on the sofa. I tried to make eye contact and have this smile on my face all the time but Harry.. it’s really difficult to make him in a better mood when he is angry or sad. He is that type of guy. I faced the computer. Skype was on but Emma is still offline, this is the reason. I let out a sigh while I looked down at my feet and played with my thumbs.
- She hasn’t forgot it. The words barley left his mouth it was just like the words mumbled in his mouth. I looked at Harry but the computer had still his attention.
- Harry.. Emma maybe fell asleep when she got home. I laid my hand on his lap but nothing happened, not a single move and not even a blink from his green eyes. His orbs still looked at the damn computer screen. I sighed once again.
- No Niall. These words left his mouth and I tried to make him speak again but everything seemed hopeless.
- All right, then she hasn’t left the party yet. I said, hoping he will face me once I left those words out of my mouth. As I thought Harry only faced the computer. My frustration rose inside me as I examined the guy next to me. All of sudden my feelings took over. I went a bit forward so I could reach the damn computer and when I finally could grab it, I closed the screen hard and quickly. Harry didn’t move his head but his mouth al of sudden could leave this bad language of his. I throw the computer at the sofa and I sat determined in front of him. Finally we made eye contact and I couldn’t help my smile when I saw his face expression. He continued to swear but I putted my hand in front of his mouth so he finally became quiet.
- Shut up, will ya? I said and a smile appears on my lips once again. I hate to behave like this to Harry but that’s the only way I could talk to him and makes him listen to me. Harry’s teeth grabbed his lower lip and his eyes looked at me angry.
- Mate, listen. You have been sitting here, all alone in about 2,5 hour. You guys can talk always tomorrow. It’s not the end of the world that she missed one skype call, right? Harry seemed to limber up a bit and I felt a relief.
- She’s not dead or anything Harry so don’t make this as a big deal when it really isn’t. I looked seriously at him and that’s when one of his tears started to fall down. All of this time, I haven’t noticed he held back those tears and that made me feel like a awful and a horrible best friend. Or am I the reason for those tears? Did I make him cry because of what I said? This didn’t’ really made me feel any better if I’m going to be completely honest.

Liams perspektiv
- Louis, let the knife down! I yelled at him. Louis gave one of his famous cheeky face expressions but that didn’t made me change my opinion to express myself about what I think about the whole situation.
- How old are you exactly? I asked and gave him a serious look.
- Liam. Can you for once relax? Louis said and I could all clear he had a bit of annoyance in his voice.
- How the hell am I supposed to relax when you’re running around with a knife in your hand? Louis stopped to run around and looked at me and when he faced Zany, gave him a face expression to help him out but Zayn just sat there, smiling and eating his candy. Louis groaned and smashed his left hand into the table. He wasn’t mad, he just pretended to be just like always.
- I’m not ready to die yet, I’m to young for that. Zayn said while he was eating on his candy. Louis and me looked at him at first but faced each other not that long after.
- Now pretty face finally talks.. Louis mumbled and laid the knife in the box where it belongs.
- I don’t either want a scratch on my face. Zayn opened his mouth and these words made Louis look wide eye at him.
- Trust me mate, I wouldn’t have touched your beautiful face. Zayn laid his hand on Louis lap before he opened his mouth again.
- I never know what could happen when I’m around you. You did broke a glass door for two weeks ago and just about the other day you smashed our TV with the hammer you held in you hand, so now we can’t look at our favorites show on the television. All this time when zany talked Louis had his teeth had a grip on his lower lip and looked straight out in the air, looking at nothing. I just sat here and enjoyed every single word who left Zayns mouth, the smile on my lips only got bigger at the time and this feeling that I’m right and Louis have wrong, it feels so good. When Zayn was done with his talk Louis had formed his lips into a ‘o’ and I left a laugh from my mouth. I got both of their attention and all I did was smile big before I opened my own mouth to speak.
- I told you. Louis sighed and slammed his hands on his own laps. A noise from a door closed, we all turned our faces against the blonde guy who’s walking very slowly, a guy whose feet’s wasn’t still and the smile who was big as I could remember was now gone. All of us just stared at him, sadly walked his way over to us. Non of us didn’t know what to say but when Niall have put him self down, just in the middle of the sofa between Zayn and Louis he gave a way a sigh before he covered his face between his hands. Louis laid his arms around him and gave him one cozy hug but it seemed to be hopeless.
- What got you so down? Zayn suddenly asked. Niall had all of our attention, eyes were looking at him and ears was carefully listening what he was supposed to say.
- Lads. It’s Harry. All of us let out a sigh.
- Emma? Louis asked and Niall just nodded as an answer.
- He has been crying in there guys. I tried my best to cheer him up but it’s hopeless. He keeps on talking that had a bad feeling earlier and that Emma hasn’t forgot the skype call so I left him now when he’s looking at pictures of them together. He went quiet and all of us just sat there with our mouths shuts. All of sudden we hear a little laugh, Harry's laugh. We all raised our eyebrows and half smiled while we looked at his direction.
- You think she’s online now? Niall asked with a gladly voice. I lifted y shoulders a bit to answer him with my body language. The laugh didn’t last long though. It became quite and Harry’s snobs were heard once again. Louis stood up quickly and with determined steps he went over to the door and knocked it more than once.
- It’s me Harry. Can I come in? He got no response but Louis opened the door anyway and went in. The rest of us wanted to go with him but we all know that Louis is the one who always can cheer up Harry, that’s why we’re staying here and see what happens. A phone started to call and we all looked if it were ours but when I saw it wasn’t mine so I looked over to the boys and noticed it was Zayn’s phone. Zayn answered and a small smile appears which always happens when Perrie calls. I notice thought that the smile disappears very quickly instead of smiling his mouth is now dropped. He looked choked and I could see how his eyes started to tear up. Niall took my hand and bit his own lips while he gave me a worried look. Non of us didn’t know what she said but all I know is that when Zayn cries in front of us, it’s important and very sensitive.

Somehow I felt a relief that I had Louis by my side. He had his arm around me and I must say, it feels good. Louis is one of my best mates and I’m sick of those rumors out there about Louis and me. They may ship us as a bromance but as in a relationship, no just no. I have showed all of the pictures to Louis now and it made the situation a bit better than it was for some minutes ago. If I’m going to be completely honest, I don’t know why I’m acting like this. It’s just really weird. I think I took this way overboard as Niall mentioned earlier. I may have a hard time now or something. I don’t know, it feels like I don’t know anything anymore. My brain is like this big ball of emotional and I don’ really know how I’m feeling. Everything is just messed up. Louis have tried to talk about my feelings but nothing came out from my mouth, it’s like the words won’t leave and my mouth is al dry. I do remember when Louis where in the exactly same position. I remember how he cried himself at night and he was always so sad and now when I think about it, I never really saw him smile but I was there for him, I was there as a friend and I was especially there as a brother. I love Louis, as a friend and as a brother. I love all of them as my brothers and I can’t be more grateful to have them in my life even though we’re not related I will still always love them.

Louis and me have been here for a while now but it felt like the time stood still. We really didn’t say anything, Louis just held me and made me some company. Even when I say that I wanted to be alone he still stayed in here with me. Louis knows me to well, when I said that he know that I really didn’t mean it. I needed someone and there he was. We were still looking through the pictures and minute by minute my dimples started to show up. Louis started to laugh and I faced him.
- Look at this picture. He said with a bit of happiness in his voice while he pointed at the picture of me and Emma.
- That’s when we had that colorful fight, remember? He said while he looked gladly at me. The tears burned at the eye edge. Oh god, why do I have to be so emotional? Louis looked at the photograph one more time before he passed on and looked on the other photos.
- May I ask you something Harry? He still looked at the pictures while he asked.
- Mmm. My thoughts were so messy right now and I really didn’t know if I even could answer a question right now. To be quiet, rest of the evening would be perfect. Of course, if Emma calls, I will talk to her but that’s only if she calls. I find it really weird that she haven’t logged on skype yet or even texted me. I mean the party must already be over. At last she text me and saying that she’s still there and having a good time or not. The words from Louis mouth made me froze a bit but I had to ask him, I’m not really sure if I heard correctly.
- What? I faced up against him and his blue eyes stared down at me. My head rested on his knees while his hand rested on my chest.
- Why haven’t you told me yet about your engagement? You know, you proposing to Emma? Louis bit his own over lip while he waited for my answer.
- Right after all of this but I though you already knew. I said and smiled awkwardly afterwards. He pushed me in the arm and I left out a laugh.
- Harreeh, you’re supposed to call me right after she has said yes! He laughed out and both of us started to mess around with each other.
- So when will you propose to Eleanor? I asked with a laugher in my voice.
- I know she thinks we’re still young but I will still do it after all of this work is done. As a promise, just like what you and Emma have done. He smiled down at me and I just couldn’t help but smile. A know on the door was heard and Niall opened it. His voice didn’t sound as it should. Something was defiantly wrong.
- Louis, I have to talk with you for a moment. Louis looked at me first then at Niall before I could even blink he was on his feta again and started to walk away from me. They closed the door behind them and I was al alone by my self once again. I must admit, I hate the feeling to be alone. Even though they’re just behind the door, it still made me feel uncomfortable. I moved my self up so I was sitting on the sofa while I tried to listen what they where saying. The boys whispered so it was to hard for me to hear what they where saying. This clump in my stomach appeared again and everything started to be just as I was for some hours ago. What’s wrong? What’s wrong with me? I could hear how they all sounded so frustrated. I heard the words ‘what?!’ ‘Oh my god’ ‘no’ ‘Jesus’ ‘this can’t be true’ ‘what are we going to do?’ and some sighs and snobs. What are they hiding from me? I came up on my feet and started to move forward. I slowly opened the door and all of the boys were in tears but still, not as much as me. Liam looked at me sadly and after a short while he couldn’t even look into my eyes.
- Your eyes mate. They’re red. Zayn said while he looked away from me when I faced him.
- I’ve been crying a bit. I said and faced Niall but he also looked away from me. The ground seemed much more interesting than me in this moment. I got eye contact with Louis but he started to shook his head while both of his hands find the way to his hair.
- What are you not telling me? I said with a lower raspy voice, tired from all of this. Sadly no one answered me.
- What are you guys hiding from me? My voice sounded a bit angrier this time but I couldn’t help myself. I wanted to know. If it’s about me then I have the right to know.
- Who should tell him? Niall asked and looked at the boys. They all looked at each other but non of them said anything.
- Say what?! My frustration have now got over the red line.
- She’s been with a accident! Zayn almost screamed it out. Tears streamed down from his face and faced me. My emotions took over my body. I went quickly to Zayn, grabbed his shirt and pushed him against the wall.
- W-what?! I mumbled.
- I swear to god right here and now that I can punch that beautiful face of yours into small human parts! I yelled while I took my fist into the air and loaded it with my anger energy. I hit the wall several of times just beside his head. I screamed. I punched and screamed. Zayn still stood there looking terrified at me but that didn’t make me stop. I continued. All of the boys stood around in shock until Louis laid his hand on my shoulder and begged me to stop. But no, I didn’t. My eyes were on fire and I swear that I can go and kill someone right now.
- Harry your fists are bleeding. Zany whispered. I didn’t care, I still punched my fist into the wall what have now become a whole. I still screamed my lungs out but some strong arms tried to take me down even though it wasn’t that easy the finally succeeded to put me on the ground. Tears are streaming down my face while I was craving for air after my scream attack. When my lungs where filled with air I started to scream again. This isn’t true.
- Harry. Everything wil- I interrupted him with my screaming voice.
- Don’t say that everything will be okey, because it won’t! I scream in Niall’s face while he looked sadly down at me. I felt how my stomach did a twist and how my throat started to be annoyed by something. All of sudden I puked, all over their shoes.
- Oh great. Liam said before he crouched down and putted a hand on my back.
- Harry I want you to listen to me. Please don’t scream or hit anything just listen to my voice. I nodded to Liam as an answer but the tears continued to stream down my cheeks and all the way down. I closed my eyes and my entire body was shaking, once Liam tried to speak, I puked again. All of the boys, even Zayn after what I did to him, tried to comfort me.
- Emma has been with a car accident.. Liam said and my whole body jumped. It was like an electric shock. I puked again while the hole in my heart only got bigger. They all petted me gently on the back and Liam continued.
- She ran away from the party..the girls and some paparazzi’s where chasing her.. unfortunately the girls was way behind her but the papps was almost right behind her. The tears burned and once again I puked. 
- She stopped running and a car got skidding, they screamed ‘run’. I faced them. Even the boys where in tears.
- But it was to late. My stomach twisted more than once and I felt my whole world was falling apart. 
- The girls are with her on the hospital now.. it became quiet for a while, all I heard was my snobs and the boys snobs. My body was still shaking and everything seemed so hopeless.
- Harry. Emma is in coma. My eyes became wide open and after I puked again I started to cry even harder. I don’t know what for, I though she was dead for a while so I may be crying because there’s still hope. But then once again, she’s in coma and she may never be able to wake up again. I started to scream. They boys went down and gave me a group hug. They were also in tears but I really didn’t care if they were in tears or not. All I knew is that my every thing is on the hospital and I’m not there for here. I haven’t been there for here the past months and now she’s in coma. What kind of boyfriend am I?

My body was still shaking but with a lot of physical strength I got up on my legs again, started to move forward. My stomach was still twisting around and my tears fell down from my green eyes but that doesn’t matter. I have to go to her.  
- Harry. Where are you going? Niall asked and all of the boys followed me.
- To Emma.
- You can’t do that, you know that already. Zayn said right after.
- I don’t care! I roared  
- I’m taking next flight guys. You may or may not like it but there’s nothing that will stop me to get home to my love. I said with tears in my throat.
- I’m going with you. Louis said and I turned around, faced him. That’s my pal.
- What if it was Lexy, Perrie or Eleanor? If it was Eleanor I wouldn’t care. I would go to her and make she's ok. Louis looked at the boys with a serious face expression and they all looked down at the ground.
- We’re coming with you. Liam said. Niall and Zayn nodded afterwards and that was when I got a whole new picture of the world. Happiness, laugher and love, everything is just great until some seconds later. Sadness has been taking over the entire world. Wars, hate and tears. My word has now fallen apart. My week spot is Emma and right now there is nothing I can do to fix my world again.

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